Find North

All that stirred mass is somehow solidifying. The antagonistic existence that I'm living now is surreal. From a moment of pure uncertainty to a well established emotional response. This been with emotions that are completely opposite of what could be expected given the situation. May a cathartic situation have caused this? So when was it? What was it? The, once again,  uncertainty of what had been the trigger leads to a state of discomfort towards the response I'm now having. The intensity of opposite energy is overwhelming therefor the defense mechanism is triggered and that clock ticking compass starts to unravel its need to find home.